Where is Everyone!?

[MidNightBlue]

I am okay on the piano, not so good on the violin (I could never quite get the vibrato). I dabbled a little bit in guitar but was never crazy about it. I think I also just started out with the wrong guitar. The strings are too far from the fret so it really hurt my fingers to press down. I didn't realize this until I went to a friend's house and tried his guitar and it was soooo easy. Using his guitar it didn't hurt at all. With the guitar I'm still at the stage where I have to pause in the song so my fingers have time to find the next chord. The whole guitar thing only started because I entered into a raffle/survey event. I wasn't expecting to win anything but got a guitar out of it so I figured it's time to learn to play.

I found a new job which will be starting soon. I will be doing things more aligned with my interest (at least that's what they told me in the interview). The pay is better but the commute is longer. I also enrolled in a master's degree program full time. I am beginning to regret enrolling full time. Everyone advised me not to work full time and do school full time but I just don't want it to drag on so I figured that doing both full time will allow me to be financially stable and get my degree faster. There are days when I am just angry because I worked all day then went straight to class and then stay up late doing homework knowing that I have to do it all again the next day. There's really no reason to be angry but the pace of it all just wears me down.

However when I tried to take a couple of days off work to focus on school I end up procrastinating because I know I don't have to do the homework right away. I haven't found that sweet spot yet where I'm not angry and not procrastinating ... sigh. Or maybe there isn't a sweet spot and my only two choices are to stop being angry or stop procrastinating (I am not sure if it is possible for me not to procrastinate).